Guess I'm not the fighting kind

I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.

你有沒有這樣想過，即使是一秒也好。
最近常常有這樣的想法，但還是要強迫自己爬起來，繼續努力阿。

A Bad Dream

Why do I have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
and you that I defend, I do not love.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Where will I meet my fate?
Baby I'm a man, I was born to hate.
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time you could be my friend.

[chorus]
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
But you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.

Where do we go?
I don't even know,
My strange old face,
And I'm thinking about those days,
And I'm thinking about those days.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
But you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.

這首歌的靈感來自於葉慈的詩，
〈An Irish Airman Foresees his Death〉
一位愛爾蘭飛行員預知了他的死亡
by William Butler Yeats (1865-1939)
1917; published in The Wild Swans at Coole collection (1917; enlarged, 1919)

最喜歡這句，"guess I'm not the fighting kind"