關於跑步，我說的其實是……

待續...

Megan Washington - Clementine

心兔推薦的動畫，
我也喜歡這旋律。

Take me out
Take me home
Take me anywhere
I walked a hundred miles
So I could give a dog a bone
I'm alright
I don't mind
I'm just running into something
Bigger than the something
Than I left behind
Oh my darling
Oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
Turn the water
Turn the water
Turn the water into holy water
You are restless
Very young
Got a message from your mother
Said to tell you she'll be
Coming 'round the mountain when she comes
She will be
Coming 'round the mountain when she comes
Oh my darling
Oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
Turn the water
Turn the water
Turn the water into holy water
Oh my darling
Oh my darling
Oh my darling, Clementine
Turn the water
Turn the water
Turn the water into a little bit more time
Take me out
Take me home
Take me anywhere
I walked a hundred miles
So I could hear them play your song
On the radio
So I could hear them play your song
On the radio
So I could hear them play your song
On the radio

Julia & Tyler

Easy come, Easy go
That's just how you live oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give

Should have known
You was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash,
Tossed it in the trash you did (just like your balls)

To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
But what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue
Beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You'll smile in my face then
Rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You' d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

But darling I'll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same.

No, you won't do the same,
You wouldn't do the same,
Ooh, you'll never do the same,
No, no, no, no







http://www.youtube.com/user/TylerWardMusic

片段

和綠洲聊天，
打出的感想發現說不定可以當歌詞呢，


這種事情本來就是這樣
我懷疑我以後如果談戀愛了會不會也這樣
當事不關己的時候大家都可以說得很輕鬆
但發生在自己身上的時候卻又不一樣了

總之，是需要再修飾一下的。

在我心中產生的巨大漣漪

應該適時的做點紀錄，不管生活再忙。
最近看了幾本書，經歷了一些事，有好多想法該記錄下來，
卻又因為沒有時機而就只是在腦中思考了一翻記在心裡就作罷了，
但，時間久了總會淡忘，是該隨手用紙筆寫下的。

12/07(二)
正當我在店裡吃飯時，
馬路上傳來一陣談話，
是一個媽媽牽著女兒走在街上。

媽媽：媽咪在這妳別怕
媽媽：膽子放大點
媽媽：牠要是趕過來，媽咪第一個踹牠

大概是在說一隻狗吧，我想
短短的三句話卻在我心中持續縈繞著，
即使走到了圖書館，打開藥化共筆還是無法將它從腦中揮去。

我感動的是那說話的語氣，那鼓勵拿出膽量的語氣
那想要保護孩子而又希望能讓他成長進而獨當一面的矛盾擔心。

於是我將它記錄下來，
這樣簡單，不加修飾的情感表達在我心中產生巨大的漣漪，
以前，想必我也常常聽到類似這樣的支持鼓勵，
現在，依然以不同的方式持續進行著，
即使，我已不是那個需要膽子放大些的女孩了。

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
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Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now


Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now


Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

嚕嚕最近在練的歌，
Lady Antebellum 其他歌曲也一樣好聽，
正如她所說的，
他們的合音很棒。 :D

Hurts-All I Want For Christmas is New Year's Day

Hurts - All I Want For Christmas is New Year's Day from Esmeralda Escudero on Vimeo.

Everybody waits for Christmas
For me it's new year's day
That's gonna come and take my blues away
I'm wishing on the stars for Christmas
And hoping for a better day
When it doesn't hurt to feel this way

And everywhere there's joy around this festive time of year
And happiness has never felt so far away

All of the bells ringing out for Christmas
I'm singing goodbye to the year before
I know that the next one will be different so much more
All of the bells ringing our for Christmas
And I'm not supposed to feel this way
All that I want this year for Christmas is new year's day

It's only seven days till Christmas
Six more till new year's day.
It's not a good time to feel this way

Everywhere the snow surrounds you
And melts your troubles away
I can only hope to feel the same

I know that we tired in to joy this time next year
But happiness has never felt so war away

All of the bells ringing out for Christmas
I'm singing goodbye to the year before
I know that the next one will be different so much more
All of the bells ringing out for Christmas
And I'm not supposed to feel this way
All that I want this year for Christmas is new year's day

I remember how I used to feel at Christmas

All of the bells ringing out for Christmas
I'm singing goodbye to the year before
I know that the next one will be different so much more
All of the bells ringing out for Christmas
And I'm not supposed to feel this way
All that I want this year for Christmas is new year's day

今天聽到的這首歌，很棒。 :D

I'll take my chances

You and I
We never had it easy baby
We had to work so hard
And everytime it feels like we're gonna make it
That's when it falls apart, but

Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you
Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you

Every night I think about the mistakes I've made
I try to change my ways
(Nothing's gonna change my ways)
And I don't mind all the little games we play
And all the foolish things you say,cause

Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you
That's what I'm gonna do
Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you

Love is what you make it
So give it one more try
Cause I get turned down when you're not around
I just can't take it all

You and I
We never had it easy baby
We've both been hurt before
(Both been hurt before)
And only time will tell us if we're gonna make it
There's no way to be sure, but

Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you
That's what I'm gonna do
Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you
You know it's true

Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you
That's what I'm gonna do
Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances
I'll take my chances
With you


December is coming
I would like to
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
Enjoy the vapor coming out of a cup of hot tea :D

Controller

we can't let one thing predominate our lives,
it's ourselves should be the controller.

Mika - Poker Face

Mika 翻唱的許多歌都很棒。

Mila's Daydreams by Adele Enersen

Mila's Daydreams by Adele Enersen

我需要的就是這對藝術的熱情。

What inspired my from Eat, Pray, Love

"Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation.
We must always be prepared for riotous and endless waves of transformation. "

"When you set out in the world to help yourself,
you inevitably end up helping …" Tutti"."

"To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced
life."

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

To reach the goals

I have to work harder,
but still,
need a space to respire,
calm down and take a breathe.

step by step,
continues,
and never stop.

八號

Club 8

LIKE IT :)



lovers keep their secrets
baby, i'm not sure if this is love
and love can make us greedy
baby i don't think that's for us
it's not for me to be

lovers keep their distance
maybe they don't like what they see
and love can make us jealous
baby there's no right for me to be
it's not for me to see

if we give in
maybe we'll be like them
i don't want the sadness
to be ours too
baby there's no pressure
on you

lovers keep their secrets
baby, i'm not sure if this is love
and love can make us greedy
baby i don't think that's for us
it's not for me to be

if we give in
maybe we'll be like them
i don't want the sadness
to be ours too
baby there's no pressure
on you

lovers keep their secrets
baby, i'm not sure if this is love

是開心的， 也滿足了

你沉浸在自己的幻想裡，
以為別人懂了，
也認同了，

你跳脫出大家的世界裡，
不顧旁人說的，
是開心的，
也滿足了。

沒了主意

忙碌的生活常常一失神就沒了主意，聽首歌讓思緒沉澱吧。

In the middle of the night I was sleeping sitting up
When a doctor came to tell me, "Enough is enough"

He brought me out into the hall (I could have sworn it was haunted)
And told me something that I didn't know that I wanted to hear:
That there was nothing that I could do to save you
The choir's going to sing, and this thing is going to kill you
Something in my throat made my next words shake
And something in the wires made the lightbulbs break
There was glass inside my feet and raining down from the ceiling
It opened up the scars that had just finished healing
It tore apart the canyon running down your femur
(I thought that it was beautiful, it made me a believer)
And as it opened I could hear you howling from your room
But I hid out in the hall until the hurricane blew
When I reappeared and tried to give you something for the pain
You came to hating me again and just sang your refrain

You had a new dream, it was more like a nightmare
You were just a little kid, and they cut your hair
Then they stuck you in machines, you came so close to dying
They should have listened, they thought that you were lying
Daddy was an asshole, he fucked you up
Built the gears in your head, now he greases them up
And no one paid attention when you just stopped eating
"Eighty-seven pounds!" and this all bears repeating

Tell me when you think that we became so unhappy
Wearing silver rings with nobody clapping
When we moved here together we were so disappointed
Sleeping out of tune with our dreams disjointed
It killed me to see you getting always rejected
But I didn't mind the things you threw, the phones I deflected
I didn't mind you blaming me for your mistakes
I just held you in the door-frame through all of the earthquakes
But you packed up your clothes in that bag every night
And I would try to grab your ankles (what a pitiful sight)
But after over a year, I stopped trying to stop you
From stomping out that door
Coming back like you always do
Well no one's going to fix it for us, no one can
You say that, "No one's going to listen, and no one understands"

So there's no open doors and there's no way to get through
There's no other witnesses, just us two

There's two people living in one small room
From your two half-families tearing at you
Two ways to tell the story (no one worries)
Two silver rings on our fingers in a hurry
Two people talking inside your brain
Two people believing that I'm the one to blame
Two different voices coming out of your mouth
While I'm too cold to care and too sick to shout

You had a new dream, it was more like a nightmare
You were just a little kid, and they cut your hair
Then they stuck you in machines, you came so close to dying
They should have listened, they thought that you were lying
Daddy was an asshole, he fucked you up
Built the gears in your head, now he greases them up
And no one paid attention when you just stopped eating
"Eighty-seven pounds!" and this all bears repeating

在空氣與水之間

似乎只要學會正確姿勢，所有的泳式都會變得快速。
今天學會了仰蛙、仰泳，漂浮得輕鬆自如又快速，
不一會兒就要擔心頭頂撞壁了。

容易在一吸一吐、一 上一下之間，得到平靜。

喜歡貓兒不討喜介紹的 Beach House



Love you all the time
Even though you're not mine

You couldn't lose me if you tried
Cause I'll be rollin' to your side, baby


漸漸了解攝影的技巧，
但少了台數位單眼很多效果不能嘗試，
要耐心等待。

simple market

在四四南村的simple market殺了幾十張底片，調光圈和焦距有比較快一點了。
又認識了一個樂團woody woody，他們的音樂好輕快，肢體語言很豐富，
帶動起來的氣氛很好，也順勢買了張EP，還有黃玠，好多歌迷專程來看他的。

身邊有好多人介紹很棒的樂團給我，但總是自己發現的才會特別喜歡去聽，今天的發現很棒。

每個禮拜日走路去四四南村拍照也不錯，
尤其是傍晚時分，市集中成串的燈泡逐漸亮起，討價叫賣，
輕快的音樂，觀眾席地而坐跟著搖擺打拍子，那畫面很輕鬆。

The White Stripes

http://www.whitestripes.com/lomography/lomography.html

另一回事

寫自己的故事很容易，
但為了某種目的而寫文字，
那種感覺就會變得刻意而做作，
或許，
這就是成為文字工作者的一種壓力吧。

如果想隨心所欲的寫，
就必須先確保你的文字有深度，
有人願意看，
有人願意聽你說。

如果連你自己看了都想當場撕掉，
那就毫不遲疑的換張白紙吧。

最近的生活哲學

是該往各個層面去滲入，去建立的，就像為鋼筋鷹架覆上水泥。

Fanfarlo

好喜歡Fanfarlo
趕緊儲存。

http://blog.roodo.com/elv51/archives/13400317.html

潮水箴言

好喜歡張懸的歌聲，以及她的每句分享。
真晚很棒，很享受。 :D

我也很慶幸自己是個有福分的人，
能快樂的活著、有親愛的家人、朋友。

H 2B 6B

我以前不知道鉛筆的好用之處，
今天聽了兔本幸子的建議，
興沖沖的跑去買了H(硬) 2B(普通) 6B(軟)三種不同的素描筆，
迫不及待的躲在圖書館廁所裡削起鉛筆，
照著她的繪本開始臨摹的起來!

哇，
握著筆的手都能感受筆尖與紙磨擦的觸感，
好契合。

今天的另一個新發現是攝影師李屏賓的作品集，
光影詩人 李屏賓 A Poet of Light and Shadow
最近看的電影和書籍時時提到他的名字，
我卻對其一知半解，
讀了前幾頁，
就立刻愛上這本書了。

一時興起，
拿起H筆，看著封面的頭像，
在本子上做拙劣粗略的速寫，
我果然還是適合素描的阿，
想當初愛上畫畫也是只會對著實景繪圖。

我想這段時間會密集的使用這三隻鉛筆。


當你發現冰山的一角，
就會想奮不顧身地往上攀爬，
直到將整座山踩在腳底下。

我的眼前有好多座冰山，
即使一次只能攀爬一座的一小段高度，
我已在腦海勾勒出群峰相連的景象。

當頭棒喝

今天做了一個夢，
那感受太強烈，
像是被從夢中拉出來似的鮮明，
清醒後整條手臂仍是熱辣辣的。

你是不是也把自己當作一場遊戲?

我能清楚記得的就只有這句話，
而它就好似我心底真正認為的，
我卻在此刻才看清。

細細的思考

昨晚細細的思考了一翻，
想著我最喜愛的還是語言和舞台劇阿，
不如就認真的朝這方向進一步的了解吧，

思考到了無法入眠的境界，
我常常這樣呢，
想著想著經神就越來越好。

神秘的禁地

聽說花蓮縣憲兵隊裡有棟日據時代保存至今的建物，
與地圖工作訪的計畫稍有關聯，
剛好憲兵隊屬於民生里的管轄範圍，
其實就在將軍府的對面，每次畫油漆都可以看見交接儀式呢。

於是經過申請，
8/31下午就跟著里長和李秘書，
一行人帶著興奮又緊張的心情越過中正橋延伸下來的大馬路，
浩浩蕩蕩地進入了神祕的軍事基地。

雖然艷陽高照卻一點也不覺得熱，
百年老松樹，恣意地伸展彎曲，
影子在地上形成及漂亮的圖譜，
光是樹形、天空中的雲朵就足以扼殺好幾張底片。

軍事化的生活理當一板一眼，規規矩矩，
這裡頭的植物可一點也不規矩，
誰管你那，我隨便得長也是亂七八糟的好。

放眼望去綠意盎然，
涼風吹拂，你瞬間以為來到了山中度假茶莊。

沿著古老而寬大的日式石階往上走，
傳說中的走過歷史的建物就在眼前，
我原以為會是在雜草叢生的空地中央，
一棟爬滿小花蔓澤蘭或是爬牆虎等的陰暗屋子，
沒想到映入眼簾的竟是山中度假木屋。

除了建物外觀還保留著外，
裏頭已經改成現代化的軍官宿舍及會客廳，
著時讓我失望。

下了石階，
來到停車場旁的小山丘，
一扇細窄的鐵門上了鎖，
說是當時用來關戰俘的水牢。

打開門，一股陳年的濕氣味撲鼻而來，
裏頭陰暗得伸手不見五指，
天花板上大約5cmx7cm的柵欄窗戶一點照明的用處也沒有，
我想像，
當水深及脖子時，一雙纖細蒼白的手握著，
一張驚慌失措的臉死命地貼著，
嘴巴大口大口的喘息著，
也不輕易的投降。

出了狹窄的小門，
像是劫後重生一般，
說不出的快活。

這軍事基地放眼望去，
盡是大王椰子和另一種會長出綠果子的樹(我瞬間忘了名字)，
走路也得小心提防，免得被高速落下的果實子彈給打暈。
(可見戴鋼盔的重要性xp)

第一次進入這神秘禁地，
什麼都想瞧瞧，
大概是好萊塢間碟片的心理作祟，
以為會看到什麼天大的機密而暗自竊喜。


總之，是個很特別的經驗。

わかりました

我從來就沒辦法把整部連續劇看完，
約莫是那些同樣的戲碼一直上演讓我感到厭倦，
但為了學日文(騙誰阿)我還是要堅持下去!!XPP

也沒有要證明什麼，
只是不想讓日子過的太空虛。

Travel

Lots of stuffs should know.

丹麥 哥本哈跟
瑞典 斯德哥摩爾

英國 劍橋 牛津

Reading AND Explore

I find out that I'm comfitable here!!

still a long way to go.

Give everything a try.

Suddenly,
I'm not hopping that date to come.

試著不去期待

我發現，
時間久了，
很多人、事、物就像脫了線般的分離，
這陣子思考了很多，
也徬徨了，
不知道以前為何能堅定的以為人生種有個確切的目標，
而我也依著這目標上了大學，
直到知識更加豐富了，
認識更多人，
才赫然發現，
你想要的東西更多了，
以前的目標已不能滿足你，
而你的更大目標在哪?!
我不知道，
真的一句也說不出，
也只能邊學邊看邊尋找。

Some websites

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一些美國music資訊

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一些人一些事

如果身邊的人不再紛擾應有多好，
有些人有些事，
道聽塗說，
誰對誰錯誰知道，
標準在哪?

不想當夾心餅乾，
大家各自快樂的過活不好嗎?

也想放空思緒

也想簡單一點。

SUMMER

IT'S OVER!!!
I am coming SUMMER~ :D

Lifehouse

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

So far away from where you are
I’m standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I know what I should do now

I have been wasting my time doing some trivial things,
things won't always like what in Ur dreams.

Let's do some more important,
Things in Ur elementary school's articles,
things u really really want to carry out.

Think twice before u act,
Be more confidence.

關於我們

溝通很重要，
我想給多事情造成誤解大多在溝通不良或認知不同的差別上，
我慶幸我們都夠成熟，可以理性的溝通而不是意氣用事的生悶氣。

關於室友，我想我們其實還做得挺好的，
撇開那些認知上的差異不說。

希望以後可以更好 :)

嘿，五月了

我想每個人都需要空間，
我自己也需要很大的時間獨處，
靜下來思考是必要的，
然後你會發現當初鑽牛角尖的那些，將腦中的思緒打結的那些，
不過是不小心黏在鞋底的口香糖罷了。

At least

至少是在我看不見的世界發生。

Talking English always make me Happy!

This week is a perfect week!
For many reasons.
First of all, I am glad to be one of the members in international affair department.
It's good to introduce Taipei to foreigners, though my English is pertty poor now.
Well, let's just say that I'll never be scik of talking or listening English.
I love it soooooooo much.

Second, we have no Pharmaceutical Chemistry class this week because of the spring vacation. It's also means that the exam is coming...

Third, I went to see Sagan's movie in 光點 theater yesterday, it's pretty awesome!!
I am still excited now.
I like the way franch people making the film.

And I am looking forward to going to National Palace Museum with students from UCSD tomorrow !!

Which also means that I had better study for my subjects now!

如果可以

如果可以像個人意見一樣，
毫無後顧之憂的發表自己的意見也是挺好的!

SHIT! WHY AM I NOT IN THE MOOD OF STUDYING AT ALL?

又能怎麼樣呢?

是無能為力芭!

LOVE

I LOVE MY HOMETOWN!!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH :))

Assignment

生藥學的第一堂課，不同於其他課程，是以天下雜誌的短片、一篇扣人心弦自傳式的小短文及哈佛圖書館牆上的校訓揭開序幕。
老實說這應當是進入大學的第一堂課，但就如同其中一句訓言所說的"Thought is already is late, exactly is the earliest time."，覺得為時已晚的時候，恰恰是最早的時候，現在開始一切都還來得及。
看到投影片上中國大陸越來越現代化的建設，國家與人民每分每秒都在追求進步，在龐大的人口壓力下，他們的學生需要比我們多花好幾萬倍的心血及金錢才有辦法取得一流大學的入學資格，入學後還得名列前茅才有出頭的機會；相對的，我們在多元化的升學管道下，稍加努力即可進入大學就讀，也因為入學容易，荒唐過日以致重修、延畢甚至被退學的學生屢見不鮮。 這一切都要歸因於台灣是個富裕的小島，

List

生藥心得 哈佛圖書館上的校訓&金法尤物觀後感
天阿簡直就是寫文章嘛
這種性質的作業好久沒做了
依我對文字的癖好應該會花掉我不少時間

生化 蛋白質的名字與結構
趕快把它變到長期記憶區

病理 細胞如何適應環境

我想要買餡餅的秘密&熱戀

花錢如流水的揮霍生活該停止了!!!
save money!!

國際事務部下午兩點開會

WHAT R U ENJOY DONING IN UR FREE TIME?

今天的課堂提不起勁!
多半是因為沒睡飽芭 加上耳邊吵哄哄的一點也不尊重!
煩躁的翻著筆記本胡亂畫了一翻只是想找點事做
看著老師的臉心理慚愧
下次給找個清幽的位子座

腦子裡一堆事想做卻不知從何做起
太陽出來的就想跳上巴士去一個陌生的地方享受一下午的優閒!

有在working的感覺了!

今天淨賺600元!
還上了四堂introduction!
看了半本E-Z TALK!
開了大藥盃的會!

Fighting!!!

I am now in Taipei

這裡像是被我當成垃圾筒般的在抱怨，
不了不了! 不值得!
往後的日子要天天開心的過!
誰管別人怎麼想，
只求自己問心無愧!

耶耶! HAPPY EVERYDAY :)

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