驚嚇過度

就是今天晚上，
不，是剛才
正當我與外務隔絕，
思考著Nucleophilicity的同時，
看了一眼桌上的愛帕得。

右上角的方框中，從左邊數來十四分之一處，
明顯的鮮紅有縮減的趨勢。

我信手打開中間的抽屜，拿出靜脈般的白色管子，
順勢往愛帕得接去，另一端接了筆電。
想邊補血邊聽Music，順便整理一下愛曲。

誰知，愛帕得就這樣；
像看了驚悚片似的，驚嚇過度，一動也不動了。

天阿，我那殘破不堪，隨便重灌的筆電目前沒有防毒軟體。
再說，愛帕得的魂飛了，根本沒顯示在USB上。
我就這樣接接拔拔的拉著靜脈管，一點辦法也沒有......


看來，只好找柿子小姐求救了。

聽說她前幾個月也遇過同樣的事。



根據她的說法，
按住中間那塊圓圈約莫五秒鐘，再把手放開，似乎就會恢復了，類似人工呼吸。
若還是沒回神，就只好等他血流光了，再讓他起死回生。

現在，
愛帕得靜靜得躺在書堆上一動也不動，
眼睛撐開，嘴巴張得又大又圓，十足的驚嚇像看到蛇妖似的，下煞我也。

看來我得帶他去收收驚了!!

Find my way back

如果說事情就是這樣，有一定的輪迴。
我說經過了這一連串，我又回到輪迴的起點。

就樣鳳凰鳥浴火重生。
只是這次，
要跳脫輪迴，
到一個能自在過活的地方。

To a place with free.
To a place without lonely.

To a place with free

三箱的CD 兩箱的玩具 四箱的書 半箱的秘密

發黃的牆壁 刮花的磨石地 年輪的回憶 怎麼整理

在士林的五坪裏晾著內衣

樓下的７-１１是營養補給

呼吸著不怎麼新鮮的空氣 不知不覺

門上貼了個喜 We Are Family

Are we moving moving moving moving

To a place with free

Are we moving moving moving moving

To a place without lonely

I wish

凋零的市區 奢侈的郊區 驕傲的鬧區

遊戲的學區鋼筋水泥的臺北叢林 生存下來需要一點勇氣

搬離一個半成品 搬到下一次累積

兩百公里外的媽咪 依然等著我

不是不想回去 覺得有點來不及

I am moving moving moving moving

To a place with free

I am moving moving moving moving

To a place without lonely

I wanna go home

Which one could be the one

I am still moving moving moving moving

To a place with free

I am still moving moving moving moving

To a place without lonely

好聽

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you